Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Letter from Girl X

dearest reader, sometimes life gives you things you don't want. I Will not deny that I am a nympho. I love sex, I love having orgasms. I love.. experimenting. Sex is something I could never live without. The feeling of being controlled. when I am so used to Being the one to direct. the feeling of vulnerability when we lay naked our body's touching, sweaty and hot, relaxed and soothed.

Thought de jour: What is appropriate? How is it appropriate to have a college bent over a table rubbing their back insinuating a sexual position. but its not appropriate to spin a friend on your back? How is It appropriate to tell your Peers that you fucked a kids mom so he would have a place in your camp, BUT its not appropriate to Link arms with a female friend? Please readers tell me whats fucked up about this?

A taste of a little to much: She had known him for 6 years. They dated, they fooled around. They were best friends. everyday they were together. she knew everything about him. and he knew everything about her. She loved him. Like a brother. then one day everything went and changed.
She was drinking at a friends. And decided to go and get him. she went to his house and found him trying to break in. She helped. The house was empty and he was quieter then usualy. She sat on the counter while he ate. he was pale. his eyes were dark, and bloodshot. she wanted to leave. She went to jump off the counter but he was there. He pushed her legs apart. aand stood between them his hands on her knees. this wasnt different he always carried her. She wrapped her arms around him, expecting him to pick her up. He didnt. He grabed her breasts and started moving her hands. She pushed him away. and went to jump down. He stayed between her legs. Blocking her. She tried to lide between him and the counter, but he picked her up and put her back. She was scared. She tried to get away. but he wouldnt let her. she tried suducing him. Making him think she wanted more. she asked him to go to the bedroom, He grunted no. she tried to throw his hat, so hed go and get it and she would run. no, i stayed lifeless on the floor. She was paniking. She tried to puch him away telling him no. this isnt right, He didnt listen
he felt her, everywhere. She wanted to cry.
She kissed him hoping he would soften up a bit if she did.
when she kissed him she tried to slide off the counter and run. He wouldnt let her move. she stop kissing him and tried again to push him away, She was crying now. She was scared. he picked her up and sat her down in his lap on a nearby chair, She tried to leave, He dug his hands into her thighs. he let her stand up,. But he held her tight around the waist. He undid her pants and fingerd her. she tried to get away, he pulled her towards his undone pants, she doesnt know how thye got like that. She was sick to her stomach He was going to rape her. She fell to her knees, he grabbed her hair at the back of her head and pulled, forcing him into her mouth, he moved her head, she bit him. He Pulled her hair so tight her neak flug back, She looked at him, He looked Dead. So thrust himself into her mouth forcing her to take him to the back, she gagged and tried to bote him, ut it didnt work, He simply pulled her hair tighter and it hurt. Suddenly he pulled her head forward and came down her throt. she wanted to spi it back in hhis face, but he didnt let go, He was waiting for her to swollow. she did, she got up scaredd and shaking. When he let go of her, she turned to leave and he grabbed her wrist, she thought it going to happen again. but he simply whisperd.
"dont Tell Anyone"

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