Letter From Girl X

Hello Reader, I don't know who you are, or what you are. but I'm telling you my lives story as I remember it. All that follows is true. Each event Burned into my memory like... well a burning Memory. I pray you do not judge me.

A Taste Of Pleasure

she is 15. itching to experience new things.
She remembers her first time. she was Laying on the Hearth in front of the fire. Legs spread waiting for him. his fingers went in first. He tasted her innocence. Licked her nervous body. Kissed her. then he pushed himself inside. She Whimpered as her skin expanded. she loved it. He filled a hole she didn't know she possessed. They went until nearly sunrise. He held her. He smelt like, fire, sweat and sex.
ahhh the indescribable aroma of sex. Sweet and strong. Almost like honey, But more dense. She craved it. He stroked her spine. She felt the same. No difference except a little winded. She Sat and replayed it in her head. the feel of his hands on her body. pulling her on top of him. Gently Caressing her back as she moved her hips.
She liked how he took of her clothes. He was shaking in urgency. But still took his time.
she hated when he left. She wanted more.
she went home and ran a bath. hot and slick with oil. she lay there for hours. exploring her own body. feeling if it was different. She sighed a sigh of failure and started to drain the tub. Grabbing the shower she turned it to the jet setting, she let the hot water pulse on her muscles reliving the tension as it pulsed onto her body. she needed to wash her hair.
she put the shower between her legs, and that's when she felt it. it was hot. She turned up the cold slowly, so it was just the right temperature. the Beam of water pushing against her clitoris. her breath came in gasps. Oh she liked this feeling. she wanted it to last. her body became more and more tense. her back arched higher and higher until she came. Her body Shaking and convulsing. she let out a breath she didn't know she was holding.
she stood, grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her body. She was dizzy with satisfaction. She could feel her heart beating through her chest. its sound echoing like a drum. Her head spinning. Her sensing heightened. a drop of water snaked down her spine, sending goosebumps from that point to her fingertips. she collapsed on the bed and cranked her stereo. The Bass thudding to her heart beat.
sexual satisfaction.

thought De jour:
teachers. are. Hippocrates.