Letter from Girl X

Dearest reader, We are all dancers. we each wear a different costume. The woman on the corner who smiles and tries to sell her wears, Shes dressed in dispaire& is dancing in the shadows. The business man with two kids, Having an affair? Hes dressed in Leather, and dances at night. What Am I wearing? Im the Girl With problems. Who pretends to be strong. Who would give my shirt to someone in need but I will not admit in troubled. I am dancing naked during the day, burdened by Heavy chains, At night you can see me, talking in the fire light, wearing noting but my smile. and a mask, the mask is long and white, Theres scars, and Markings all voer it.
thought de jour why do they make sour candies in sour flavors? like lemon?? Noone likes lemon candies, so why would they like lemon sour candies??

a taste of true love
Her parents told her she was going to a strange place. Somewhere she had never heard of. this was normal, they always took her stupid places with lots of bugs. She mostly jkust painted, and wondered, and Smoked. She knew this place wasnt going to be different. but she was wrong,
She met people. Lots of people. But he.. he stood out. There he was, nearly skipping a wild smile dashed across his lips. Not unlike a joker, or a theif. inm his hands, Was a small circluar white container. Worms. I focused on him. Shy and observent. I saw him looking at me. I couldnt ignore it. even in the heat I had chills. he opend thecontainer and slowly dropped the worm down his thorut. His friends and I started and laughed.
noone else wanted any. I bravley walked up and grabbed a worm. closing my eyes and scrunching my nose and I ate it. The other girl, and I slpit a second. I had his attention now more then ever. I was Hyper. Lughing and giggily. Next we went to the store. To grab pop. And alcohol. I chugged my rum witout a second thought. I needed his attention I had 2 more days. I would make itlast. That night after everyone left, A knock came onto the door. There he was, nervous and stuttering. about how he knew i had 2 more days. And it would make him very happy to be with me. I accpted. And went to sleep, My mind was fille wiht thoughts of him. I signed my name on piainting With his last name. It fit so perfectly in my reality. I couldnt let go. we looked for every Moment we could spen alone, and before I knew it My summer fling was finished, it ended with his soft embrace and a kiss goodbye.